Chapter 16: It’s A Girl!

“Faith! Are you home?” Morgan called from just below Faith’s window two mornings later. In her hands she held a bag of bagels and two large coffees.

“Yeah, hold on, I’ll buzz you in,” Faith called down to her as she lumbered out of bed and to the intercom. She pressed the button and stepped away to open the door for her friend. They greeted each other with smiles and Faith led Morgan into her kitchen. Both sat down at the table and immediately grabbed for the food.

“So, how have you been holding up?” Morgan asked, her mouth full of raspberry bagel.

“Pretty good, actually, even though my feet and back are killing me,” Faith answered as she took a bite of her cinnamon raisin bagel. Morgan laughed. “Wait until you start having kids! You’re gonna have the same problems!”

“At least you’ll be around to help me,” Morgan replied.

“I don’t think I have that long,” Faith said as she shoved the rest of her bagel into her mouth.

Morgan looked up suddenly, her eyes glazing over. “What do you mean?” she asked.

“I mean I don’t have that long left. The doctor gave me six months,” Faith said as she took a sip of her coffee.

“Faith! Why didn’t you tell me this before? And how can you be so nonchalant about it? You’re going to die in six months, and you don’t even care? I don’t understand how that’s possible,” Morgan rambled.

“Mor, I’ve lived my life the way I was meant to live it, to it’s fullest. I’m happy with what I’ve accomplished, and I accept the fact that I’ve only got six months to live. I know it’s going to be a wonderful six months because I’ll be with my daughter. That’s all that was missing in my life, and once I experience it, I can die happy,” Faith explained.

“What’s going to happen to Hope when you go?” Morgan asked as her voice began to crack.

“I don’t know. Do you want to take her?” Faith replied.

“Me? No. What about Darren? It’s his daughter. He should at least know that much,” Morgan reasoned.

“He’ll find out. I’ve already written it in my will.”

“You’ve been real thorough with this, haven’t you?”

“Yeah, I thought of almost everything.”

“That’s good.”

They were silent for a long time, their thoughts racing. Morgan wondered what she was going to do. She couldn’t believe she was going to burry another friend, the third and final one remaining from the original group. Faith, on the other hand, was thinking about Darren, and wondering what he was going to do when he found out that he had a daughter. She smiled inwardly. ‘He’ll be shocked,’ she thought.

“Hey, Faith, you got a class today?” Morgan suddenly broke the silence.

“No, why?” Faith replied.

“I want you to come with me to meet someone,” Morgan said.

“Who?”

“Just someone I want you to meet.”

“Will you tell me his name?”

“No, I want it to be a surprise.”

Faith shrugged, “Okay.” She finished her coffee and threw the cup in the wastebasket near the sink. “I’m going to get dressed. I’ll be right back,” she added, leaving the table and walking into her spacious room. As she was looking through her closet for something nice to wear, she felt a pain in her stomach. She shrugged it off as indigestion and continued her search for the perfect outfit. About a minute later, she felt the pain again, this time a little worse than before, and immediately knew what was happening.

“Mor!” she yelled from her room.

“What?” Morgan ran in to see what was wrong.

“I think the baby is coming,” Faith replied as she put her hand on her abdomen.

“Are you sure?” Morgan asked, her mind racing.

“Yes. Quick, call a cab. I need to get to the hospital.”

* * *

“Darren, I’m sorry I ditched you today, it’s just that something unavoidable happened, and I had to take Faith to the hospital,” Morgan said on the payphone at the hospital in as much of calm voice as was physically possible.

“What? Is she okay?” Darren asked, concern noticeable in his voice.

“Yeah, she’s just fine.”

“What hospital are you at?”

“Wait, you’re not coming down here are you?” Morgan asked. This time it was her turn to be concerned.

“Yeah, why not? I want to see her. I just want five minutes, that’s all,” Darren replied in almost a pleading tone.

“Uh, you’re impossible. Fine, we’re at Loyola, the maternity ward, room 104,” she instructed.

“Maternity?” he questioned.

“Don’t ask, just come over here.”

“Okay, I’ll be there in ten minutes.”

Morgan hung up the phone and walked back into Faith’s room. It had been nearly two hours since she had delivered a healthy seven pound eight ounce, twenty inch long baby girl. Faith was holding the little bundle of joy as she walked in.

“She’s so cute!” Morgan said as she sat down beside Faith in the large private room.

“You want to hold her?” Faith asked. She handed her the baby without even a reply. Morgan gently took Hope into her arms and rocked her back and forth as she slept quietly.

“She’s so small,” she whispered. Hope’s eyes opened slightly to reveal a beautiful majestic blue coloring. “She’s got your eyes.”

“Doesn’t she?” Faith replied, a wide grin on her face.

“Hi!” Morgan whispered as Hope looked at her. With her finger, Morgan gently stroked her cheek. Hope grabbed it with her tiny hand and held it. “Oh, are you just the cutest little thing!”

“I can’t believe she’s mine,” Faith said. “Morgan, could I ask you something?”

“Yeah, Faith. What?”

“Would you be the godmother of my baby?”

Morgan looked up at her sharply. Her eyes moistened with tears as she replied, “Of course! I’d love to!”

“I knew you would,” Faith replied. “Thank you, Mor. You’re the best.”

“You’re welcome,” Morgan said. “So, what now?” she asked, handing the baby back to Faith.

“I don’t know. I go home tomorrow afternoon, then it’s back to class next week,” Faith explained as she took Hope back into her arms.

“You shouldn’t be on your feet that long. Besides, why are you still going to school if you’re going to die in six months?” Morgan asked.

“Because my parents don’t know that I’m sick. They don’t even know about the baby. The last thing I need is for them to find out about Hope. They’ll stop sending me money for my tuition and my apartment. That’s not what I need right now,” Faith explained.

“Why don’t I take care of you these next few months up until the end? It’s the least I could do,” Morgan suggested.

“No, I can’t let you do that. You need to go back to Yale and study.”

“Don’t worry about me. I’m just worried about you. I don’t want you to have a seizure one of these days and be unable to get up. Who’s gonna take care of Hope for you?”

“Okay,” Faith reluctantly agreed. “You can stay with me as long as you help me out, okay?”

“That’s my intention.”

Just as Morgan was about to add to her comment, Darren burst into the room holding bouquet of white lilies. Faith and Morgan stared at him, both stunned by his sudden presence. Hope began to cry, signaling that she didn’t like the sudden commotion in the room. Darren looked at the three of them, a puzzled look on his face as he slowly walked into the room to see the baby for the first time.

“Darren,” Faith hissed between her teeth as she desperately tried to get Hope to stop crying.

“Faith?” he question, still confused about the baby.

“What the hell are you doing here?” she angrily asked.

Morgan inched her way out of her seat and started for the door. “I’m just gonna leave you two alone,” she said, dashing out of the room before Faith had time to react.

“That little bitch. And I thought she was my friend,” Faith said under her breath.

“She really didn’t want to tell me,” Darren replied. “I forced it out of her.”

“Why are you here?” she asked.

“Because I wanted to see you,” he said, walking closer to her bed. He sat down on the seat that Morgan had previously occupied and set the flowers down beside Faith’s bed on a small table. “Is the baby yours?” Darren softly asked, knowing if he dared to raise his voice, it would only lead to him being kicked out of her room.

“Yeah,” Faith answered as she cradled her. “Here, why don’t you hold her?” She gave him the baby before he had a chance to protest.

“What’s her name?” Darren replied.

“Hope,” she proudly answered.

Darren looked down at the tiny baby, her big blue eyes wide open and scanning the surroundings. “Wow, she’s so beautiful. She looks just like you.”

Faith nodded, her urge to tell him the truth growing by the minute as he sat there beside her holding their baby. “Look harder,” she said. Darren looked up at her, confused by what she meant. As he watched the little girl squirm in his arms, Faith managed to grab the bag beside her bed and pulled out a small color photo of another baby. She handed it to Darren and added, “Compare the two.”

“Wow, they look so much alike,” he replied.

“Now flip the picture around and read the name on the back,” Faith ordered.

“Darren… Hayes…” his voice trailed off when he realized that the little girl in his arms belonged to him. He looked up at her with understanding in his deep blue/gray eyes.

“She’s yours,” Faith choked, feeling the tears that welled up behind her eyes.

“Mine?” Darren replied as he too felt the tears start to form.

“Yeah,” she whispered, unable to hold her tears back any longer. Darren stood up and wrapped his arm around her and kissed her forehead.

“Wow, she’s mine,” he said.

“There’s more,” Faith replied.

“What?”

“I’m dying,” she continued to cry. Darren was struck dumb. He could feel his entire body go limp when he heard those two heart breaking words.

Chapter 17: You Must Love Me

Faith Break

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