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“Okay, what can I say? I slept with Darren Hayes. And it was REALLY good! But
the next morning, things got weird. I don’t know why, but I felt so strange
about the whole experience. For some odd reason, I thought it was wrong that we
had done it so quickly after we met. I mean, yeah, we’ve both gone through a
lot together, but for crying out loud! This wasn’t supposed to happen like
this. It was as if everything had made a u-turn in my life. I was right back
where I started, lonely and depressed.
“So, I crept out of bed and went back to my room and started packing my stuff.
I don’t know what happened to Darren that morning when he woke up, but I knew
I didn’t want to be anywhere near him. These strange feelings kept creeping
into my mind. I thought I was going nuts at one point.
“I think Darren tried to talk to me on the bus, but I guess I was asleep or
something. At least that’s what Morgan told me, and you know I trust her more
that I trust Spaz. Anyway, Darren’s trying to talk to me, but I can’t talk
to him at all. I’m so afraid of what he’s gonna say. I just don’t wanna
get anywhere near him. This whole experience has left me jaded and confused. All
I wanna do is stick me head in a hole and never come out.
“Then, on top of everything else, I find out the second we get to New York
City, MVT is gonna be following us around the whole day for some show that I
don’t even know the name of. I think it was ‘All Access,’ or something
like that. What was Leonie thinking when she booked this gig?
“I didn’t know what to do. I guess you could say that I was up to my old
habits again…”
Chapter 8: The Heart Wants What It Wants
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