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“Well, what can I tell you? That was probably one of the worst days of my
life. I’ve never felt so ashamed to be alive. Morgan said I broke Darren’s
heart that day. I don’t know if it was true, but he did sound a little down as
he was singing at the show for MTV. (By the way, they didn’t show the footage
of Spaz and me fighting.)
“Darren and I stayed far away from each other for the next three tour dates
(Boston, DC, and Atlanta). We did everything thing we could to avoid any
unnecessary contact with each other. I knew he was hurting, but what could I do
about it? Its not like I wanted to talk to him at the moment. Maybe if I stayed
away long enough, he’d leave me alone for good and never really think about me
ever again. That was hopefully the plan, but I didn’t know for sure.
“As for Spaz and me, we stayed FAR away from each other. Nobody allowed us to
be anywhere within ten feet of each other because they knew it would only lead
to another dangerous confrontation. Its crazy what some people do to stay away
from each other, but then there were the times that I saw her trying to bait
Darren. What the fuck! Just because we “broke up” doesn’t mean she should
be going after him! I swear, that girl is one sick puppy. She tries to get into
everybody’s pants. Uh! I’m so fucking sick of her!
“Calm down, Faith. This is not the time to be stressing. Anyway, so, our next
tour date took us to Miami. My, God! I was in HEAVEN! Hot guys EVERYWHERE! I was
out on the beach all the time, no matter what, tanning, sitting around, drinking
margaritas, and just staring at all the hot beef there was to look at. May I
say, these boys were FU-HINE! Finger lickin’ good! I just turned around and
several would be coming up to me asking if they could put lotion on my back. I
seriously could have just stayed there all summer and never gone home, it was
that great.
“But worked called in the evening, so I had to be at the hotel and arena
setting up the stage and shit. That part sucked, but Morgan had to come around
with a fat ass smile on her face with some news. It turned out that Darren was
planning something for this show. I tried getting the details out of her, but
she said she didn’t know. Yeah, RIGHT! I saw that smile on her face! She
can’t lie to me! She knew, but wasn’t about to tell me. So, naturally, I
waited until the concert…”
Chapter 8: The Heart Wants What It Wants
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